"I passionately hate the idea of being with it; I think an artist has always to be out of step with his time."
-Orson Welles
Peace & Love
Fear.
I have noticed that I am so fucking jaded from my past relationships with men, especially with Dan, that I am absolutely scared to let anyone in again…yet I do. But the whole time I am wrapped with anxiety. I like someone new, someone I kinda developed a little attraction to right after Dan, but didn’t think much of it. But now he’s showing it back, we talk almost every day, I have been up front about everything, where I’m at, etc…yet, all I feel is fear. It sucks. I’m talking to him right now, he goes on facebook just because he knows I’ll be on and he can talk to me…ugh. I’m venting to all my nonexistent readers…
