February 2012
1 post
January 2012
1 post
December 2011
3 posts
My Students.
One of my students wrote out a letter for one of the teachers, telling them what she was having for dinner, it read, “Chicks on rice”
So I said, “That’s an Asian man’s dream.”
"It's Not Over 'til the Fat Lady Sings."
…then I said, “There’s a fat lady in this movie?”
She said, “No, I was just about to sing…”
Hahaha….Oh, Jo!
November 2011
2 posts
When You Know.
You wake up, splayed out, with each limb pointing a different direction, drool on your face, your shirt halfway above your not-so-toned stomach, there’s sleep in your eye, you have morning breath and your makeup is smeared down your cheeks…then he says, “good morning, my beautiful girl,” and gives you a kiss.
…that’s when you know :)
One Sense.
Sweet, spiced, human
Gentle, soft, man
It encompasses me
Scent I yearn
Something no perfume could imitate
Taste it, smell it
Lips, so moist
Wedged between mine
Home in one’s breath
I sniff each whisper
Him, an aroma
Plethora of memories
Every embrace
A year of songs
Of words, of silence
Of tears, of laughs
Of love, only Love.
August 2011
2 posts
July 2011
1 post
Happy :)
A piece of Meghan
Wandered around, unattached
Years, and years…
Developed before her introduction
To this lovely Earth
Strumming guitars,
Drinking beers,
Meeting girls.
Her little-big piece lived quietly
Introverted into his own pieces
Her mind, Her body, Her soul
Grew up, and lived
She danced and she created
She smiled and she cried
She drank a beer in her purple
She stood...
June 2011
1 post
Here we go....
…for the first time :)
May 2011
3 posts
April 2011
5 posts
Fear.
I have noticed that I am so fucking jaded from my past relationships with men, especially with Dan, that I am absolutely scared to let anyone in again…yet I do. But the whole time I am wrapped with anxiety. I like someone new, someone I kinda developed a little attraction to right after Dan, but didn’t think much of it. But now he’s showing it back, we talk almost every day, I...
Week 1 Finished.
I began a very strict diet last Monday, and with the exception of a few cheats, very minimal, I have kept to it. I’ll be wearing that bikini by July!! :D
Slowly Slipping.
Sunlight, soothing blanket
Harshly slapping my face
Smiles, movies and hugs
Year ago, so close to me
Where’d it go?
Why so soon?
Eating beer, and drinking tears
Cutting memories, jagged glass
Cynical soul, if one was there
Negative chat, opinions dry
Morbid realism
No hint of whimsy
In her quivering whisper
All gone with him
All dead in his shell of a heart
Black, a hole
An...
March 2011
7 posts
A Glimpse.
I was never great with men. Paul began this fiasco. He was twenty-four years my senior, and to put it plainly, an ass-hole. He lived in Las Vegas, a quaint town in Southern Nevada. He was raised by Hell’s Angels and looked exactly like Dennis Quaid. We met when I was fourteen, when he was my martial arts instructor. I later reconnected with him when I was nineteen. Much older and wiser, I...
ugh.
:P
Bjork
I can sense it Something important Is about to happen It’s coming up. It takes courage to enjoy it The hardcore and the gentle Big time sensuality. We just met And I know I’m a bit too intimate But something huge is coming up And we’re both included. It takes courage to enjoy it The hardcore and the gentle Big time sensuality. I don’t know my future after this weekend And I...
February 2011
12 posts
Meghan...An ordained minister?
Yes! It is true!! My dear friends, Jenn and Jace are getting married next year, and are stuck with who and where they should get married. You see, Jenn is of the Christian religion and Jace is an Odinist, a kind of Paganism. Sooo, as you all can guess, it’s hard to find someone who could marry them who will not mention neither religion’s God or gods. I was listening to them tell me...
Whenever I’m alone with you You make me feel like I am home again Whenever I’m alone with you You make me feel like I am whole again Whenever I’m alone with you You make me feel like I am young again Whenever I’m alone with you You make me feel like I am fun again However far away I will always love you However long I stay I will always love you Whatever words I...
No matter what happens in our lives, if you change completely, come back, and let me decide from there…I deserve that.
I am getting to a point of utter frustration. I recently met someone, who began to make me feel all giddy again, and who I thought might work out. But not only a week and a half in, he says he is too comfortable being single, and just wants to continue to be alone. What. The. Fuck. Is wrong with me?? How can a girl choose the same type of man, over and over again? It’s ridiculous. My dear...
Unfortunately, so Bukowski.
Relationship Miscarriage
Filthy stains on my soul
Like cum on my bed sheets from sex never had
Senseless fucking, but only in my mind
Playing with me, just like a man
Throbbing purple
Violating my thoughts, my daily brain
Routines disturbed by poison
Stale love, passions gone rotten
Black and oozing of mold
Decaying in my heart
Penetrating my memories
Guilted pleasures,
Like a...
January 2011
3 posts
"The Cave" by Mumford and Sons
It’s empty in the valley of your heart The sun, it rises slowly as you walk Away from all the fears And all the faults you’ve left behind The harvest left no food for you to eat You cannibal, you meat-eater, you see But I have seen the same I know the shame in your defeat But I will hold on hope And I won’t let you choke On the noose around your neck And I’ll find strength...
Classic.
That’s all I am going to say, “Classic.”
November 2010
33 posts
Bellatrix or The Dude?
I’m getting a cat on Saturday!! I’m so happy, it’s just what I need. I’ve been wanting one for awhile, but my apartment didn’t allow them, but I called and asked personally, and the landlord said, “Okay, just one is fine.” Yay! So, the title is, will it be a female (Bellatrix) or a male (The Dude) hahaha. I can’t wait…early xmas present to...
